Printed
in the Conscious Creation Journal
June-July 1999, Issue 6
Who
Creates What
by Paul Roberts
...a
YCYOR* Perspective on Littleton, Kosovo, etc.
(* You Create Your Own Reality)
The
recent rash of really bad news, from Kosovo, from Littleton, and
most recently from the Tornado bashed plains of Oklahoma where upwards
of 40 are dead, has driven some YCYOR folks on a Seth list I'm on
to grapple with the question of who creates what in such instances.
In
offering my initial comments on my beliefs in this area, I used
the analogy of painting: I have the most control over a canvas
I am painting in my studio, a lot of control over the inner walls
of my house, though other hands (grimy little ones especially) might
change the color of my walls to something I do not prefer, less
control over the outer walls, where the environment, flora and fauna
can effect even more change, and only the slightest residual control
over my neighbors houses: perhaps they might like the festive
black and blue color scheme I choose for my outdoor walls and trim.
A
few folks who responded disagreed with me completely. Their
view of "Sethian" thought, and reality, was that each of us creates
reality entirely on our own, including, of course, our experience
of both pleasant and not so pleasant events occurring near or far
from the epicenter of our own conscious awareness. Someone
brought up some of the experiments/thinking being done in the area
of quantum physics, where the conclusions drawn are congruent with
the metaphysical meta-principle that consciousness creates reality.
But
the situation is actually a little more complex in the holographic
multiverse we inhabit, singularly and together, than that basic
experiment implies. To the extent that I have examined the
Seth materials, he does seem to agree with a more complex version
of things I will set forth below. Though others here will
have to find chapter and verse to support this statement---believe
he in fact does use the metaphor of each of us creating on the little
piece of the larger metaphysical canvas which is experienced as
the "mass reality."
First,
let me start of with a delightful bit of quantum physics/reality
creation that is already being manifested. The owner of the
company I work for told me recently about his physics (or engineering??)
professor at Princeton who had been doing some amazing experiments:
Prof created a doohickey that would shoot forth some quantum particle
or other---I forget which one, probably electrons. The particle
would spin either left or right---and the spin direction was measurable
on a recording device. A strictly random sampling produced
the (expected) result that about half the time particles spun one
way, and half the time the other. Now here's the good part
<grin>: Friend Prof, this skeptical, rational, scientist
type with no taste for metaphysics whatsoever, found that by simply
concentrating his thought, he could cause a statistically significant
deviance from the probablistic 50/50 outcome in the direction he
chose!!! <Laughing> He has no clue as to why it works---or
what it implies. So yes, here in fact is some more objective
proof positive of the assertion that the observer is in fact able
to influence the outcome of the experiment---the nature of reality---by
thought alone. Of course this is very congruent with the Sethian
idea of EEU's (electromagnetic energy units)---which have the ability
to cause manifestation into the physical realm from the nonphysical.
Now
let's play. Imagine we had a roomful of observer/scientists---say
100---and each was able to focus his/her creative intentionality
to the same degree as the other 99. The machinery described
above is set up and put in motion. 99 of the scientists have
been instructed to think RIGHT---and one LEFT. What would
be the probablistic outcome recorded on the machine? I would
assert that there would be a statistically significant skew to the
RIGHT---not a 50/50 distribution---not a skew to the LEFT.
Once again, we can draw on the EEU model---there were 99 EEUs for
RIGHT shooting out of the localized consciousness entities for each
EEU of LEFT. It's not that the EEU's for LEFT didn't manifest---or
were cancelled out. On the quantum probabalistic level there's
no need to make such gross Newtonian assumptions. Nope, let's
allow for the possiblity that ALL the EEU's manifested---but since
there were 99 times as many manifesting RIGHT than LEFT. Our
recording device shows the skew in that direction.
Now
let's further complexify the experiment by removing the constraint
of equivalence among observers. Certainly we all agree that
some of us (at the egoic entity level) are more adept at consciously
creating our reality than others and hopefully all of us are more
adept now then we were before. In fact, that is part of what
a new proposed list (discussed on the current seth list) is about:
how to become more fluid, more adept, more of an artiste, as it
were, in her ability to manifest our heart's desires with less static,
shmutz or contra-creation. (Urkelization: DID I DO THAT?)
So let's assume that over time it's possible to get better at this
game of FOCUSING our intentionality to create exactly what we want...just
like one can learn to focus a magnifying glass in sunlight so as
to be able to set paper afire.
Back
to our hundred scientists: Let's replace our one contrary
scientist who focused on LEFT with Sai Baba - who has apparently
gotten so good at this FOCUSING game that he can make something
out of nothing, exist simultaneously in multiple places - yanno,
the usual quantum/miraculous stuff. So now, here are 99 scientists
with a focusing ability of say, 3 out of 1000, on one side in this
metaphysical tug-o-war...and Sai Baba with a focusing ability of
990 out of 1000 on the other. Just doing the simplistic math
in this simplistic model using positive numbers for RIGHT
and negative for LEFT, you get 3*99= 297 (for our scientists) minus
990*1 (for Sai Baba) = -693---a probabilistic outcome in Sai
Baba's direction. Yep---in this particular game I'd choose
Sai Baba's ability to focus so as to manifest outcomes over 99 scientists
any day of the week. I'm reminded of a favorite Damon Runyon
quote: "The race is not always to the swift, nor the battle
to the strong...but that's the way to bet."
Now
let's kick it up one more notch: Rather than a discrete scale
of 0 - 1000 for describing the ability to focus, let's make it a
continuous infinite scale, and allow for the fact that all the observers
have potentially differing abilities to focus that would put them
anywhere on that scale: From the Sai Baba types on one end
to those who haven't woken up from the dream at all on the other.
(The ones with metaphysical attention deficit disorder---she loves
me, she loves me not---your basic clueless, albeit lovable, George
Costanza) and that instead of 100 observers/participants we have,
ohh, say, 7 or 8 billion. NOW we are moving towards a more
accurate approximation of what's going on in the holographic multiverse
we call planet Earth when it comes to influencing particle spin
in a controlled experimental environment---or any one of an infinite
number of reality instantiations in that thing which is experienced
by us as a "mass reality."
For
that reason, I disagree profoundly (and respectfully) with what
is to me the simplistic, reductionisic metaphysical perspective
which has been floating around which makes ME as an individual egoic
consciousness entity responsible for MY creation of Littleton, Kosovo,
the Holocaust, etc. The more holographic, accurate, and I
believe EMPOWERING metaphysical perspective (more on empowerment
below) is this: As a non-physical entity I chose to insert
myself into this part of the space time continuum---a locus point
in "history" which has some peculiar, even unique characteristics,
compared to the "prior" loci of recorded history, anyway.
Deciding to be here now is going to cause/allow me to have some
unique experiences not available to entities, say, in 500 BC---
all as a result of the miracle <grin> of modern technology.
First,
the advent of technology has made it possible for egoic operating
entirely from Framework 1 (physical reality) with no regard for
Framework 2 (non-physical) to create an effect ORDERS OF MAGNITUDE
greater than possible before...not always a kewl thing. I
mean, really, Caligula, Attila the Hun, Vlad the Impaler--these
guys were pikers really---they just didn't have the TOOLS to do
a nasty job in a really big way. Hitler, Stalin, Mao on the
other hand, were able to harness the goodies of mid-twentieth century
technology---particularly weaponry and communications technologies,
to nudge into physicality the mass reality, between the three of
them, of about 150 million deaths.
Remember
that concurrent with Hitler, Stalin, Mao we've got the likes of
Ghandi, Mother Teresa, Albert Schweitzer, and an unknown host of
others, more or less consciously creating in an OPPOSITE direction...speaking
peace to war, binding up the sick, tending the untended as they
pass from this life...largely as a result of their being willfully
plugged in, as consciously awakening entities, to the benevolent
intentionality flowing into our egoic space, if we have ears to
hear, from Framework Two into Framework one.
Ahh
yes...Spin left...Spin right...and so it goes.
Second,
that same technology has made me, as an egoic entity, privy to all
sorts of events an egoic entity on earth would not experience to
the same degree in earlier times. Used to be, for example,
that after a U.S. presidential election, it would take weeks for
people throughout the land to find out who won!!! Today, a tree
falls in the primeval forests Sumatra...the egoic I hears it on
the Discovery Channel...so ergo, eureka, and gollygee, it makes
a sound!!!
In
a nutshell, I am experiencing Littleton not necessarily because
of the Littleton within (though that is certainly a POSSIBLE contributor---conventional
psychology called that stuff undealt with Shadow material, for what
its worth) but CERTAINLY I am experiencing all KINDS of experiences
because of all these microphones everywhere! Tree falls in
forest...I hear it. JonBenet bludgeoned...I hear it...Nicole
Brown hacked to dealth...I hear it...Dewey Beats Truman...I hear
it.
To
anyone who subscribes to the "YCYOR...Therefore I created Littleton"
version of the metaphysics, I offer the following wager: Let's
go with YOUR contention. YOU created that gawdawful mess---OK,
now take responsibility for YOUR creation---and (I would assume
it is not what you desire) uproot YOUR misery producing belief(s)
so you just don't create that kind of mess again. I will bet
$1000 to your dollar that you cannot keep from experiencing the
next Littleton or the next Kosovo...the next man made (or natural)
screwup which makes the national news and thereby enters the plane
of your awareness. Of course, it's a sucker bet you can't
win---because the minute you come to me to collect, I'd ask you
(sly fox that I am) "Collect on what?", and you'd have to tell me
such and such piece of terrible news---which means you WERE experiencing
the mess, so you hadn't been able to avoid participation in the
mass reality---whether you wanted to or not. The only way,
actually, to keep from experiencing an awareness of mass reality
events, good or bad, is to create ostrich reality: put a paper
bag over your head and hide under the bed...surely, from a mature
and robust metaphysical perspective, not the kind of creative, empowered
engagement with our multiverse All That Is calls us to.
The
end result of that metaphysical perspective, I assert, is a terrible
feeling of DISEMPOWERMENT rather than empowerment: It's like
the riotous Billy Crystal nebbish character from early Saturday
Night Live TV show who says "Yanno how it is when you stick pins
through your lips and suck down a bunch of jet fuel and barf it
up all over your face while playing with matches and then your face
catches fire. I HATE WHEN I DO THAT." Similarly here:
"Christ on a crutch!!! I HATE when I create earthquakes and
wars and random outbursts of senseless violence. I HATE when
I do that!!! Why am I DOING that??? How am I doing
that??? How do I STOP??? Doctor, somebody, help me PLEASE!".
Of
course, once you shift perspective just a teensy bit, and acknowledge
that mass reality is a "WE" job rather than an "I" job, everything
falls nicely into place. Now we're ready to grasp the POWER
of the 100 Monkey Effect--- and we begin to get a strong sense of
our true purpose and our power---which Seth alludes to as well,
I do believe, in talking about the probablistic possibilities of
major transitions round about 2075.
Yes
indeed---let us all together now visualize whirled peas.
For
those not familiar with it, the 100 Monkey Effect is this:
Scientists studying monkeys in the many scattered islands of Indonesia
(if I remember correctly), noticed that when a certain number of
monkeys on Island A learned some new task, then spontaneously <chuckle>
the monkeys on Island B would begin to get the smarts too!
The islands were not traversable---so it wasn't that smart monkey
from Island A swam to Island B and played monkey messiah.
Nah---I say it was dem ol' EEU's---getting to some point of critical
mass so that there was some kind of psychic brain dump from island
to island.
Back
to us monkeys here: Willis Harmon, head of the Institute of
Noetic Sciences (now disceased), former professor of Electrical
Engineering at Stanford, former presidential advisor, etc, wrote
a book called Global Mind Change. The fundamental premise
of the book was that we are in the beginning (middle? end?) of an
incredible paradigm shift (sorry for the overused term) based on
the emerging awareness that--- yeppers--- consciousness creates
reality, rather than the other way around.
I
read recently (I forget where) that perhaps 40 million of us have
hooked up to this new paradigm understanding in one way or another---not
all orthodox Sethies, of course. Let's see, 40 million out
of 8 billion---that's only ½ of 1% of the world's current
population. I dunno what the 100 monkey critical mass is here,
or if we've reached it yet, but it's sure clear that thanks (once
again) to the incredible power of the technologies at our fingertips
(yay NET!), the capacity to transmit earth changing ideas and awareness
from one egoic entity to another is powerfully augmented at this
time. Sure, neo-nazis can hook up and coordinate the time
and place of the next neo-nazi fancy dress ball... but <chuckling>
we can (and do) hook up too...and the multiverse being skewed as
it is towards benevolence, we have a secret weapon, as it were,
to make better merchandise of the power of communication.
Fact is, once brother Nazi wakes up, he's joining our team... ain't
none of us awake gals and guys EVER joining his.
It's
really easy to see the effect of this POWER in communications technology
to disseminate new perspectives and thus help create new realities
by looking over our psychic shoulder at that which we call history:
A mere two hundred years ago it was considered fine in the best
of families (Washington, Jefferson) to have slaves. 100 years
ago, women had no vote in this, the cradle of democracy. Even
50 years ago, metaphysical tools for experiencing other states of
consciousness, including the ultimate state of pure no boundary
awareness, were largely in the custodial care of an incredibly few
monastic types in both the east and the west. Today, the primal
no boundary consciousness experience is so much the common coin
of the realm that it barely gets a nod, much less a question on
dozens of metaphysical lists and chat rooms. It's the stuff
of Oprah, and almost passe: "Oh yeah---been there, done that,
got the tie-dye t-shirt and (perhaps most importantly) know how
to do it again."
However...in
spite of the power of communications technologies, part of the challenge
in communicating metaphysical information with contracted consciousness
entities such as us humans is that egoically we can be limited in
subtle ways difficult to grasp both by our ontological sensibilities
(who AM I/i?) and our linguistic limitations. The first paper
bag is actually easier to bust out of than the second.
An appreciation and an ability to experience transpersonal states
of consciousness exists in all kinds of cultures, "primitive" and
postmodern alike. It's pretty amazing how much alike
mystics sound, across centuries and cultures and religions.
But trust me that you're gonna have one helluva challenge explaining
probabilistic outcomes, continuums, quantum leaps, etc to a bush
people who's language for counting is limited to "one," "two," and
"many." Similarly, Eskimos must think Minnesotans linguistically
way unequipped to model the complexity of even THIS reality when
they have 30 words for SNOW to our one. And of course anyone
who's ever spent time in the metaphysical construct called Christianity
knows that the Greeks had 4 totally different words for what we
simplistically call LOVE.
Yes,
our language is like the water in which the fish swims...barely
noticed, we are immersed in it continually, and see over its cognitive
walls with much difficulty indeed. We have each grown up,
been immersed in the belief pool, and imbued with a language that
recognizes a singular 4 dimensional reality of 3D space plus time---and
our place in that singular reality as being bounded by the envelope
of our skin. So when we start to grasp for words to model
the N dimensional holographic multiverse we create/inhabit individually/together...it
ain't easy!!! All of us---quantum physicists, generic new
agers, Sethies, and Seth too---find ourselves turning to the tools
of the poet: metaphor, symbol, analogy, simile, allegory, etc. in
the attempt to somehow get past the boundaries of limited and limiting
ontological and linguistic perspectives.
So,
to close the circle here---back to the two different analogies we
started with in the beginning: Am I contributing to THE mass
reality by noodling on my little corner of Seth's vast metaphysical/metaphorical
canvas? Or--- sitting in Seth's allegorical living room with
others, am I experiencing one of a billion simultaneously instantiated
coffeetables?
Putting
the same question ontologically: Who am I, anyway? A
47 year old American male living in New Jersey? A non-physical
Inner Self being, creating that 47 year old, and perhaps Ghengis
Khan and Mae West and Ralph the Wonder Dog and 3 or 4 dozen other
physical expressions of consciousness---simultaneously inserted
and living out their individual conscious existences in different
parts of the space/time continuum. Or--- (hoo-ahhh!) am I
the one, the only, the all encompassing "I AM"---"All That Is"---
experiencing joy as the no boundary play of pure consciousness that
creates ALL creations in all multiverses, including a multiplicity
of secondary (tertiary, quaternary, etc.) ontologies, such as (but
not limited to) the Inner Selves that then create the multiplicity
of physically incarnating egoic states such as but not limited to
that localized awareness of Paul from New Jersey---an awareness
which most of us, in our ignorance, still call "reality".
WOW.
Putting
the same question in the language of quantum physics---is it a wave,
or is it a particle?
The
answer to the question is, of course, a resounding YES---and, natch,
an equally resounding NO!
Who's
on first? Third Base!
And
if THAT don't put a grin on your face, then I don't know what!
Paul
is a 47 year old smarter than your average bear who mostly drags his
furry carcass around the wilds of New Jersey with the occassional
sortie to New York City, Mexico, Alpha Centauri and points west
(or is it north?). Currently in the midst of creating much sun, sand
and surf on the beach in his brain, he is busy with a number of reality
creation projects, including an easter egg hunt for Ms. Metaphysique
1999. If you've seen her anywhere, wanna rub noses,
or bump uglies in a loving zen samurai duel of words/ideas,you can
reach him at netpaul@hotmail.com
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