Printed
in the Conscious Creation Journal
April-May 1999, Issue 5
The
Power of Paradox
by Kristen Fox
Our
good friend Albert Einstein once wrote that we cannot solve a problem
at the same level of understanding we were at when we created it.
Looking out the window, we have quite accurately created a world
that mirrors linear thinking and beliefs in limited space, limited
resources, and limited time. A world which perfectly reflects
our struggles and triumphs within the boundary of our beliefs in
duality and separation. And in order to create a different
world, we must expand beyond our identification with duality and
limitation. To create a world of unity and unlimitedness,
we must embody unity and unlimitedness ourselves so that physical
reality can then reflect this new "us" back to us. We must
become the change we want to experience in physical reality.
In
the NOW moment of this linear time frame, the idea of a "shift in
consciousness" is quite common, although the ways in which the "shift"
is experienced is not only different for each person, but also changes
for each person at each step. Since this shift takes us completely
out of our usual territory, we often experience this process like
the constantly changing view of climbing a set of stairs.
Each step up to the next stair requires that we completely readjust
our perspective and allow whatever events to unfold that we have
created for ourselves as we "shift." Most of what worked for
us at the previous step doesn't apply to the new one. And
each step offers us an entirely new perspective of not only where
we've been but where we appear to be going.
One
of the keys to understanding the shift and to embracing unity while
still in physical reality is the idea of the PARADOX. A paradox
is an idea that seems contradictory but is true nonetheless.
We've presented ourselves with this kind of puzzle to entice us
to grow beyond our tendency to focus or think linearly, dualistically,
and limitedly. Paradox is the bringing within of a seeming
contradiction or opposite and allowing these apparent opposites
BOTH to have validity and expression, without struggle. Paradox
officially means "beyond opinion" - which refers to an understanding
that encompasses any singular perspective while maintaining that
perspective's validity. So just HOW is this supposed to apply
to life in physical reality?
In
our conventional, societal experience of physical reality, we are
used to linear time, linear space, duality, individuality and separation,
attraction and repulsion, cause and effect, even the distinction
between the sexes. We have puttered around in physicalness,
able to see our distinctness and the distinctness of everything
our senses drink in. We became enchanted by solid lines and
definitions. And then the "shift" comes along. It tells
us we are all ONE, that we are unlimited, that we are creators and
whole unto ourselves. It tells us that although everything
in physical reality LOOKS limited and defined, that this is an illusion,
a domain that WE created in order to experience creation.
Sure
it is! Well it certainly FEELS true, doesn't it? So
which is it - are our senses wrong or our intuition? Are we
separate or all one? Are we limited or not? Are we definite
or indefinite? Paradox to the rescue!
Identity
Part
of the trouble is that we can't seem to just drop everything that
we have previously known to simply step into this "new age".
We've already attempted that course by trying to "transcend" the
ego (physically focused part of ourselves) in order to achieve nirvana
or unity. In order to be conscious creators , we cannot
deny our physicalness, but must integrate our understanding and
experiences in physical reality with our expanded and multidimensional
understanding of what we now call the "non-physical." In other
words, we cannot create heaven on earth if we're trying to deny
any part of our earthly experience or if we're using self-judgment
to separate any "uncomfortable" aspects of the physical experience
from WHO WE ARE. Expanding our minds into the realm of paradox
is the process we can use to become whole, creative beings and maintain
our unique physical perspectives at the same time.
Let's
take one of the more obvious paradoxes of the new age - we are individuals
and appear separate in physical reality, yet we are ONE and NOT
separate. Linearly thinking, these situations are mutually
exclusive, and so linear thinking will not help us solve this conundrum.
In this corner we have the camp that reflects the ego's fear of
annihilation to this ONENESS, the fear of losing individuality and
distinction to some centralized consciousness, much like the conflict
with Star Trek's bio-technological BORG who assimilate cultures
into their faceless collective of drones.
In
the other corner, there's the idea of "transcendence," of "rising
above" all of our earthly concerns, of having some "greater" power
come in and take away all of our problems. Call it ascending,
call it nirvana, call it bliss. The subtle assumption that
OFTEN accompanies this point of view is of leaving all of the separateness
behind and moving into peace and harmony with everyone else.
Not that this is a bad idea overall, but the concept usually fails
to include HOW we get there from here. Here being a place
of amazing psychological diversity and complex interpersonal interactions,
a place of individuality, desire, passion, and distinctness.
While
each of these ends of the spectrum is quite a valid experience unto
itself, paradox gives us an alternate solution to having to choose
EITHER one or the other in any situation. We can be individuals
and experience separation in physical reality while also understanding
that the separation is an illusion and that we are always a part
of All That Is. Again, this isn't something we can think about
linearly as much as we can open to UNDERSTAND it. As conscious
creators, we stick our heads out of the illusion of physical reality
to learn that there is a powerful part of us that is creating the
very events that we are experiencing there! The irony here
is that the more we relinquish our attachments to our separateness,
the greater joy we can experience within the illusion of separateness!
Being an individual becomes a joyous game of creation when we understand
the broader context within which duality and distinctness is couched.
Time
Linear
time is another wonderful illusion in our physical reality.
The "shift" tells us that there is no past and no future and the
only "time" that exists is the NOW moment. While we may, in
physical reality, experience the illusion of continuity from moment
to moment, we are not creatures OF linear existence. So are
we linear or not? Paradox lets us be both! Accepting
this paradox allows us to release the restrictions of cause and
effect, and open to choices that wouldn't be available in a NOW
moment that depends on what happened in the previous moment.
In other words, we don't have to choose a probability based on what
appears to be available in physical reality NOW, but choose based
on what aligns with us vibrationally, no matter WHAT physical reality
looks like. Then, we get to experience our choice manifesting
in physical reality. We can start learning how to skip the
parts we're not interested in experiencing and go directly to linearly
experiencing the parts that DO interest us.
Gender
One
of the most obvious dualities in physical reality are the male and
female aspects of humanity. The feminine expression is receptive,
intuitive, and allowing. The masculine expression is active,
rational, and aggressive. As much as we tend to stereotype
men and women into Mars and Venus configurations, most of us don't
fit comfortably or completely into either of these generalizations.
Paradox allows us to be whole unto ourselves while still expressing
the gender of our choice. We are, each of us, both masculine
and feminine, in our own unique ways. One of the wonders of
the shift and of the idea of conscious creation is that integrates
the intuitive knowing of the feminine with the expressive creating
of the masculine, allowing us to manifest our personal desires in
physical reality in a manner completely
harmonious to the whole.
Self
Paradox
also lets us redefine what SELF really means. SELF comes to
mean self and the whole. We identify, at the same time, with
an individual perspective and with the universe at large.
Paradox helps us to understand that we no longer need to believe
that there is a difference between what we really want and what
is in harmony with All That Is. One of the most common focuses
of the "new age" is the idea of "helping others" and even of being
"selfless". Well, while we're in physical reality, being selfless
is not only unattainable, but is not really what we're looking for.
Paradoxically, we understand that when we are centered in WHO WE
ARE and acting from our joy and our creative impulses, we ARE acting
in the best interests of not only "others" but of ourselves as well.
THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE. Our egos may have built up a number
of rules about what it means to be compassionate and loving, but
many of those old rules spring from beliefs in victims and separation.
The
latest episodes of Star Trek Voyager feature a Borg drone, Seven,
who was released from the Borg Collective and is learning about
individuality, usually by arguing about its imperfections with Captain
Janeway. In a recent episode, Seven was recaptured by a Borg
queen and found herself arguing FOR individuality against the Borg
queen. How did she resolve this inner conflict she was experiencing
between being an individual OR being ONE? Captain Janeway
and Seven use their intuitive connection in order to disarm the
Borg Queen's defenses and escape. By way of explaining how
well the Captain and Seven work together while seemingly not being
connected (as the Borg see it), she offers a paradoxical response
which greatly confuses the Borg Queen, "Our thoughts are one."
It seems the idea of paradox is getting around a bit these days!
Although
those are just a few of the major examples of duality in our cultures
today, you can look at any kind of duality, polarity, opposition,
struggle, or yin-yang type of focus in physical reality this way.
And there's no doubt about it, paradox is not necessarily an EASY
concept for our brains to grasp, but that's where the shift is taking
us. And, as I have experienced countless times in my own space-time
continuum, I can either GO WILLINGLY with what I've created and
become conscious of it and expand into it, or I can GO. <grin>
Such is the paradoxical and continually adventurous life of a conscious
creator.
©1999,
Kristen Fox. Printed in the April-May 1999 Issue of the Conscious
Creation Journal. (Feel free to duplicate this article for personal
use - please include this copyright notice.) http://www.consciouscreation.com/
"Kristen
Fox" is the holographically accurate vibrational stamp I've chosen
for the physically focused part of ATI that wrote this article.
<grin> Who I am is who I get to choose I am in each NOW moment.
Yeah, it takes a bit of focus to continually redefine myself, but
it makes a nice hobby and keeps me off the streets at night.
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