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Printed
in the Conscious Creation Journal
August-Sept 1999, Issue 7
Consciously
Creating
Channeled from Omni
by John Payne
You
create your own reality. Yes, all of it. There is not one event,
person, or object in your life that was not attracted to you through
your thoughts and emotions, irrespective of whether or not those
creative thoughts were conscious. All thoughts are creative, even
the negative ones. The Universe serves you perfectly by bringing
to you exactly that for which you have asked through your thoughts.
When
discussing love and abundance, we repeated to you many times that
which you focus on grows, and we will repeat it again here. That
which you focus your attention on grows. You have several thousand
thoughts per day. You may not be conscious of all of them, but they
are creative none the less. Many of your thoughts are habitual.
You don't give particular thoughts much attention, you simply think
them as a matter of habit. Language is an expression of thought,
and certain ways of expressing things carries thoughts, beliefs
and ideas with them. For example, when some of you buy a new item
of clothing, a car or a home, you concentrate on the cost of the
item, instead of the pleasure it will given you. Some of you may
even say that the purchase set you back a certain amount of money.
In doing this, you are sending the thought out into the Universe
that purchases mean setbacks, or that the things you really want
are expensive, which in turn means that they are normally beyond
your reach, needing extra time, effort and energy to bring them
into your life.
In
consciously creating what you want, you will need to become more
aware of your thoughts, become conscious of them. That can be as
simple as observing what it is that you think regarding certain
areas of your life. By observing your thoughts regarding certain
activities or areas of your life, you can begin to bring into your
consciousness your deeper beliefs, and habitual thought patterns.
You can start doing this by choosing an area that doesn't seem to
be working for you, and observing your every thought on the subject.
As an exercise, take a piece of paper and write at the top of it:
I believe that ........ is, and then write whatever comes up. You
can fill in the space with love, sex, money, health, relationships,
I, life, God, etc, etc. Once you have written a sentence or two,
repeating each time, I believe that 'love' is, just let go of trying
to find the thoughts, but simply allow your pen to flow. You will
soon have a page, or even pages, full of beliefs. Some may be a
complete surprise to you, or even shocking. After you have written
your list, go through each belief and ask yourself these questions
a)is this belief serving my highest good, does it make my life more
joyful and more exciting b) do I want to have this belief and thirdly
c) Where did this belief come from. Once you have completed this
part of the exercise, take another piece of paper and write out
all the beliefs that you want to have. Write out, I believe that
(love, money, sex, relationships etc) is (good, plentiful, sacred,
joyous etc). The third stage of the exercise is to write down all
those beliefs that do not serve you, and those that you have taken
on from others. Write down ´I dissolve the belief that (love,
sex, money, relationships etc) is (scarce, evil, shameful, disappointing
etc). Take this paper, and burn it in a safe place. If you are not
comfortable with burning the paper, you can shred the paper into
tiny little pieces and place it outside of your home, removing them
from your reality.
By
doing this simple but powerful exercise you will be well on your
way to understanding the power of your thoughts, and how they have
formed your life. Some of you have assumed that by creating your
reality in a way that is not pleasing to you, you must be victim
to subconscious thoughts over which you have no control. There are
no thoughts which are subconscious. Let me repeat that, there are
no thoughts that are sub-subconscious. Even if you can´t define
the belief, there will be a feeling, and the feelings are always
present, even if the thoughts appear to be sub-conscious. By doing
this simple exercise, and through observing your thoughts as you
go through the day, you can bring all that which you have determined
to be subconscious into your consciousness.
Your
Feelings are Your Friends
Let
your feelings guide you, for they are your friends. If you feel
any negative emotion about any subject whatsoever, that is an indication
that you have a negative belief about it somewhere. Through listening
to your feelings, you can bring into consciousness all your beliefs
about everything. Feelings and your intuition are your built in
guidance system. Feelings are the impulses that your soul gives
you that say to go in one direction or another. Your soul always
wants you to go into the direction of greater joy, that is its desire
for you. There are only two true emotions that you can experience
and feel, and these emotions are love and fear. All the other emotions
that you experience, or have identified as emotions, are satellite
emotions that stem from either love or from fear. Love is expansive,
it encourages you to be all that you can be, it empowers you, and
it removes limitation. Love is not jealous, angry, or afraid, it
does not question, but it is accepting. Fear, on the other hand,
is limiting. It drains you of life force energy, of your vitality.
Fear likes the word no and fear likes to keep you where you are,
it is limited, blinded and short sighted, fear is death itself.
The
physical unit that is your body, responds to the energy that love
and fear bring with them. The emotions of love and fear have a direct
influence on your muscular system and also upon your breathing.
If you have a thought or belief of which you are unsure if it is
serving you, hold it in your consciousness for a few seconds, and
simply notice what happens to your body. Do you tense up, or do
you feel expanded and more aware? What happens to your breathing?
Do you breath in a deep and relaxed fashion, or are your breaths
short and a little hurried. These are simple exercises in bringing
into consciousness those ideas and beliefs that are serving your
growth,and those you would do better to dissolve and release.
Your
society has told you that feelings are not to be trusted and that
it is the mind that is to be revered, trusted and followed. The
intellectual mind is a great tool. It has the capacity to focus
thoughts and define them in ways that are easily communicated. Emotions
on the other hand, are seen to be unreliable, or even as the cause
of instability. However, the strong negative emotions that are attributed
to instability, are the result of wrong thinking, of thoughts and
beliefs that do not support who you are. For example, strong feelings
of jealousy are fear-based emotions that are caused by the belief
that you cannot have or create what another person may have, or
the belief that another person's success will mean your demise.
Strong emotions are always the result of limiting thought.
When
you combine the focus of your intellectual mind with the impulses
that are given you by your feelings, you cannot help but expand
who you are. Feelings are the directions your soul is trying to
give you to follow a certain direction, and you can use your intellectual
mind as a tool to focus your thought on your goal. If all your focussed
thoughts followed your inner feelings which tell you the direction
you should be going in, your lives would be abundant and joyful
beyond all imagining.
Using
Desire
It
is not sufficient to just simply think about having something that
you want to bring into your life, you will need to have a strong
desire for it. Desire is feeling. Having decided that your feelings
are not trustworthy, many of you either let your intellectual mind
decide what it is that you need, or you change your mind about what
you want halfway through the process. Neither approach is going
to bring about the changes you seek in your life very rapidly.
If
you find yourself changing your mind often about what it is that
you are wanting, then this is an indication that you are not truly
listening to your feelings. It is not to say that what you want
should not change, because all your goals and desires will change
and evolve, as you learn and grow. The path of growth is the path
of re-creating the self, and the way in which you wish to create
yourself now may be quite different to the way in which you will
want to create yourself in five or ten years time. If you have found
yourself flipping from one wish to another, changing your mind often
about what it is that you want to create in life, the time has come
for you to explore some of your deeper ideas and beliefs about creating
what you want.
Many
of you do not allow yourselves to even start creating the dreams
that your feelings are giving you, because you do not believe in
your ability to make them come true. You cast off many a good idea
as wishful thinking, pie in the sky, or as things that only the
fortunate few can have and create. The fact of the matter is, wishful
thinking is the thinking of your Soul, and your imagination is the
tool you have been given to create wishful thinking with. It is
your wishful thinking that comes from the real you, it is the way
in which your Soul leads you to the greater you. Your wishful thinking
is the greater vision that your Soul is holding for you, and it
is through following your dreams, and believing in them, that you
will be led to fulfill your life´s purpose and your life´s
work. You are on the planet to create. There is no other greater
reason for you to be here. There are other things to learn on the
way, such as the lesson of love, but in the end you are here to
create, and creating with love is what you came to do. There is
nothing more to life than that. That is the purpose of life, there
is no hidden secret, no profound truth that will take you many lifetimes
to unravel, no sacred secret that is only imparted to a few initiates,
that is the truth and purpose of all life, to create itself and
it´s experience, and that is the nature of God. If the purpose
of life is to create, then it is your greater purpose to create
that which you desire to create. There is nothing more to life than
that, there is nothing more to your life than that.
Some
of you even fear creating that which you desire because you are
afraid that once you reach that point you will have reached the
end of meaning, and there will be nothing more for you to do, no
purpose, no fulfillment in life. So you keep yourself in a position
of struggle, because you are afraid of the nothingness. You are
afraid that when you get to the promised land that, God will not
be there, and that only you will be there. Well, that is another
high truth, for you will be in the promised land, because you are
God!
Growth
does not stop. God is growing, and she is expanding as you expand.
God experiences himself through you. Therefore, when you get to
where wish to be, the growth and expansion that has brought you
to that place of fulfillment will give you the tools with which
to go on, even further. Do you imagine that the enlightened ones,
the Masters, Great Ones and Angelic hosts are sitting around twiddling
their thumbs in enlightened bliss. No, not at all. There is always
more creating to do, more ways to experience self.
For
you to successfully create the things you want in your life, you
have to desire them. Desiring them is not the same a needing them.
Need is based on the feeling of lack, and when you concentrate on
lack, you become repellant to the very thing you are seeking. There
is a world of difference between needing a relationship because
your life feels empty, and desiring a relationship because you wish
to share who you are with another person. Needing a relationship
will either repel any possible future relationship, or it will bring
a relationship into your life that will emphasize your original
need. Again, whatever you focus on will expand and grow.
Some
of you might be fairly convinced that you are already focused on
what you want. However,when asked, many people find it easier to
say what it is that they do not want, or what they want from other
people. Remember, you are the source of everything you need, so
needing things from others, or requiring conditions to be a certain
way before you can create what you want, will leave you feeling
dissatisfied.
When
you actively begin to think about making changes in your life, don't
start thinking about all the things that you want to get rid of
or how you want other people to change. Many of you think in terms
of wanting your boss or partner to change their behavior, not wanting
to have difficulty paying bills, not wanting to work hard and struggle
to pay your rent of mortgage. The Law of Attraction will bring to
you what you concentrate on, so if you concentrate on what you don't
want, you will get more of the same, the Universe cannot operate
in any other way, it is perfect and simple in its perfection.
The
most powerful way to start changing your life is through re-framing
everything into the positive. Stating that you want to work for
someone who is positive and supportive, for a company that honors
and values your new skills, that you want to pay your bills with
ease and comfort each month. By using positive intent to state accurately
what you want, you will change your energy and attitude thereby
making you more open to identify opportunity and allow the Universe
to give you things more rapidly. Additionally, through re- framing
into the positive, you will begin to experience a sense of gratitude
for the things that you already have. This sense of gratitude will
enable you see that your life already has many positive aspects
in it and that in its current form, it has provided you with many
opportunities to learn valuable lessons. When you are able to ask
the Universe for changes in your life with a sense of gratitude
for the things you already have, your heart will be open to allow
miracles to happen. Doors will open for you, and you will be running
with the flow of the Universe, instead of trying to swim upstream.
This will require trust on your part, but if your life has not been
working for you, trusting in your belief in something better will
serve you well.
John
Payne is an English born trance Channeler living in The Netherlands.
Together with his guide Omni he offers workshops in Awakening Your
Light Body (as developed by Duane Packer & DaBen), Channeling
and other topics. In the Netherlands he teaches at De Lotushoeve,
a school recognized for Emotional Bodywork and Tantra. John is also
very active in Germany and does some work in the U.S. Visit more
of John Payne's work on Spiritweb at http://www.spiritweb.org/Spirit/omni.html
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