Printed
in the Conscious Creation Journal
February 1999, Issue 4
Annual
New Year's Day Channeling Session - 1999
through Michele Mayama
"Happy
New Year to everyone. It is our joy and our pleasure to be
invited to be with you in this great time. And it is quite
amazing to us that this is being broadcast, so to speak, beyond
the room's parameter and people that are sitting with us.
So we welcome those who are in other places and know that you are
also joined with us in this time. So, to all of you, it is
our joy and we would like you to know that this year is one where
you can increase your capacity for joy in your bodies.
You have done, many of you, much releasing. As that which
has crept out of your bodies has brought you awareness of those
places within you that perhaps have held illusion or pain or memories
of that which have been pain, in the millennium, and more than one,
of the time in the history before this time when you have all joined
in and lived and created and experienced together. And you
are emptying that, as if you are erasing it, and as it comes out
you feel a sort of relief but also some of that which was the initial
pain or trauma that might have been experienced."
"This
year is one of sort of the turning point for most of you, wherein
you begin to realize that to the degree that you had been embodying
pain and separation and fear and illusion, you now have a capacity
to embody joy, love, delight, the capacity to open in greater and
greater measure to grace in abundance, and to bring that into your
experience in such a way that it is no longer necessary to weave
the illusion through your life in the same way. It is as if
you are erasing your past, and there may be some sadness in saying
good bye to some of that, because the forms that have woven that
into your reality are also losing energy, on a large scale.
You see it happening where that which once had great energy is now
struggling, perhaps even attempting to hold greater and greater
effort and control to keep the energy in certain places of power
or control or position. And yet, it is not working very well,
it is a struggle. You will see of that shifting and changing
and yet there will also be voices rising, and who knows, it might
be one of yours that rises into the collective awareness and brings
another way of proceeding, of creating structures, of bringing forms
to awareness that can bridge from the old to the new, but have a
vision and a passion and a power that begins to build out of the
joy in your embodied natures into that which is the greater collective
experience."
"1999.
Wonderful with numbers, yes? The 9's of course for many of
you as you studied, mean completion. Or a sense of coming
to the beginning of a new cycle. The end of one, the beginning
of another. Simultaneously it is a beginning. It is
a 9 and a 1, all at the same time this year, a beginning and an
end - an end and a beginning. So you will find that things
that used to have energy for you, that you used to even enjoy and
like, you might not any longer. And you might find a new interest,
something quite unexpected taking its place. Or something
that you may have been preparing for, for a very long time.
But that hasn't had a fullness to it yet. It may suddenly
fill you with a certain awareness and vision and ability, skill,
people to support you, to come forward and do that which is yours
to do. The guiding principle this year is not that you do
it for others but that you do it from the place of joy that creates
it. Very different place to come from. And we will say
it again, so that you understand what we say. You will
not be creating your lives, your experiences, from a place of wanting
to help others. That is part of what is releasing, part of
a duality, that has been woven into serving from that place of one
separate from another. When you merge with joy and you merge
with the wholeness of your being, and you merge with the wholeness
of creation, joy creates through you. And you just dance a
bit about, you speak when you need to speak, you share what you
feel like sharing, but you continuously feel that which is the radiant
joy and alivness and love pouring through you in such a way that
you just absolutely love being you, being alive and being creative
and doing whatever you're doing in the moment. That is a different
way to approach something than if you see another and you wish to
help them. Helping another puts them into a position of being
less that able to help themselves, being in a sense less wise than
you, being in a sense less in some way, that they would need help
from another. When you come from a place of joy, the animation
within your nature recognizes that all have within them an innate
power to transform that which has been the illusions and the distortions
that have blinded them, that have wounded them, that they have experienced
as pain, as lack, as trauma, as whatever. Suffering.
The innate power within them to recognize and transform according
to their own innate beingness, their own innate connectedness.
Your connectedness, your animation, your embodiment activates, inspires,
calls forth, and reminds them to remember, just by being yourself
and coming from that place. Anything woven from these frequencies
in this next time will have a certain sustainability because life
will sustain it. Rather than that which has been in the past,
crystallization which has sustained. Do you know the difference
between animation and crystallization? Yes? No?
Speak up, please. Life and Death? Animation is life
and is the aliveness of that which is creation embodied and
opening into the fullness of matter. And crystallization is
that which binds or holds and continues to then hold it in such
a way that the life force begins to be less than available than
the initial experience."
"If
something in your life feels less than animated, less than alive,
it is probably not going to survive this year. Probably, you
see? If there are things in your life which are even a little
bit animated, perhaps just beginning to open like a flower
or an opening, these things will probably grow this year.
And be reading for surprises. You cannot put a 1 and a 9 together
in one year without a number of unexpected combinations synchronistic
arrangements and surprises. Some of them feeling like gifts
from heaven, others perhaps not quite the same. More like
perhaps a challenge for you, but it will not be a challenge to bring
you back so much into the past. It will be a challenge to
bring you into the future, into your purpose. Human nature
at times needs to be challenged, because that which has been the
past, the crystallization, the patterning, has kept you in certain
pathways of movement, of action, behavior that have not always been
in alignment with the frequencies that you will be using in creating
with, true? So challenge is meant to break the old pathways
of behavior so you have opportunity to step forward and create a
different one. You see? One that is more in harmony,
more true for you. It will be as if at times you feel a certain,
almost a cracking. As if something is cracking and you are
stepping out of an old skin. You see? Leave it behind,
do not try to put it back on. It will not feel too comfortable,
and probably won't even have enough integrity to be put back on.
Go forward, even if there is a space of discomfort, when you do
not know quite how to act yet. When you are not quite sure
what it is that you wish to present, or how to do so. Do the
best you can, see? Do the best you can in those moments, step
forward, speak in this true voice, move in as true a way as you
possibly can and you will form a new pathway and it will grow more
comfortable. But be reading, for different kinds of surprises,
because they will begin almost immediately, and not stop, perhaps
even as the millennium approaches."
"That
which is this year for some of you will a year when you will look
back and realize that that which went before had prepared you for
a turning in your life, and this will be the turning point, the
sense of moving from the old patterns, the old pathways, and establishing
the new. They will take several years perhaps to get full
and complete and filled in, but you will begin. You will also
get very aware in this year of that which is not that of truth and
not of joy. Not only in your own lives, but in your collective,
in your social structures, in your cities, in your towns, in your
schools, or wherever you find yourselves. When you run into
such energies, which will in some ways be quite dissonant as you
replace your own awareness with joy, rather than try to strike them
down, or do battle with them or stand apart and criticize, be rather
like an injection, where you bring the joy into that place without
a care in the world. As if you do not care about what happens,
you understand? You step forward into these places and you
bring joy, you bring humor, you bring life, you bring new ideas
and it will be disruptive, of course, it will be animating to some,
they will recognize what it is and they will also feel illuminated
and energized. And it will be for others very frightening,
because they have not felt life or animation for a very long time.
And someone is offering them something that for them has been forgotten
or put aside. Do not care about what happens. Do not
care in your personal nature, about what happens. Infuse,
inject, be present. And dance it into that place and then
walk out when it is time to walk out. Or if there are several
that feel as if they can be allies, work with them. But do
not do battle and do not fight. Because as you do battle you
will find that you are pulled into the battle and out of joy.
You understand? Yes? Do you think you can do that?
Yes, it will be fun and you will find that what you have held back
all these years no longer has to be held back, you see? Because
holding back the life force and the truth and all of that which
you have been trying to be acceptable in the old, you don't have
to do that anymore. Isn't that worth some celebrating?
And even if there is disruption, you don't have to care, you see?
(laughter) Or take it personally. And you will find
that the more you do it, the more fun you have. Being the
disrupters with joy, yes?"
(The
session then proceeded into a more lengthy question and answer format.)
Michele
Mayama is a channel for the Earth Mother and Universal Intelligence.
She shares these powerful transformative energies with individuals
and groups, and through publications and the internet. For monthly
channelings and commentary on the web, see www.lightsmith.com.
For more information she can be contacted at (651)
224-8239 or by e-mail at michele@lightsmith.com.
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